Posted on 2006.08.28 at 22:26
WTF is there to say about school?! I love ODU, but I miss my friends, my family & most of all, Chad. It's harder then I thought, I mean I knew I would miss everyone, but I didn't know it would be THIS hard. I make friends easily & I've made alot of new ones, but I just miss the 703 crew! :( you guys gotta come down & visit me! You guys would ADORE my roomate, Aubrey. She is the coolest most down to earth chick I've ever met. She's so easy to talk to & she can relate to almost everything! I thank god for having an amazing roomate, it was the only thing I was really worried about. Stephen goes here too, so I've been hanging with him alot, which is amazing, he's always been such a good friend to me & he's made the whole transition really easy. well, I guess thats it for now, ya'll better call and text me like crazy!
Posted on 2006.07.23 at 00:16
I don't really feel like typing. but, life is good
Posted on 2006.05.14 at 00:50
I lost the baby.
I'm heartbroken. I never thought that me loosing a baby at 18 would make me feel this depressed. I was so exicted to be a mom and finally have someone in my life that meant more to me than myself..looks like I'll have to wait for that to happen. :(:(
this is seriously the worst feeling in the world & I don't know how to deal.
Posted on 2006.05.05 at 23:26
oh my gosh, everything has been so crazy lately! I don't even know where to begin!
Lyssa's back, for good! she's staying with me until I go to college in the spring. :)!
the sudden weight gain suddenly makes sense....I'm 8 weeks pregnant, which surprisingly is AMAZING. I am so excited to be a mommy! The only down side is obviously that I'm only 18 & I'm starting college in the spring and I'm not exactly sure what I'm going to do about that, but everything will work out in the end!!
my boyfriend finally kicked my little sisters boyfriends ass. BOYS DO NOT USE MY SISTER FOR SEX AND GET AWAY WITH IT. that shit pisses me off & I wont tolerate that.
I quit both my jobs & I stopped teaching dance classes, so I should have more time to be with friends with I'm really excited about!
I feel like my life is finally coming together. In 7 months I'll have my own family & i'll have somebody to love more than anything in this world, somebody who will get all my attention 24/7. The thing about having a baby is that it really makes somebody mature quickly. My life wont suddenly be about me, it'll be all about my baby, and thats just amazing. I cannot wait to bring my child into this world, I have so many amazing things to look forward too! [wish me luck!]
Posted on 2006.03.05 at 21:10
MUSIC: BEEP- PCD
I am NEVER on the internet. I just don't really have time. Between working at H&M and ralph lauren & then teaching two dance classes, I just rarely have time to do anything for me.
Chad's been getting pretty mad that I can't give him all my time and attention.
I'm pretty nervous about going to ODU in the fall. I mean, I know a ton of people going there but I'm going to miss my family & my dance squad and the whole thing, ya know?! college is such a scary thing for me to think about!
eh, idk what else to write about?
Posted on 2006.02.15 at 16:44
So, yesterday I turned 18!!! Pretty exciting, huh?!
So, I got home from school & Chad wanted to go to the mall to look for some pants or something. We were @ the mall till about 3:30 & when I got home & walked inside ALL my amazing friends were there. :)! They through me the best surprise party ever! I LOVE MY BITCHES!
So, after all the hard partying Chad told me he was taking me somewhere special for the night. Well, I figured we'd go to a hotel, but I didn't even know what was in store!! We got to the hotel, which was amazing, & we walked into our room & there were red,pink & white balloons all over, candels & in the bathroom the bathtub which was like a hot tub, was filled & had rose petals in it!! As soon as I walked into the hotel, he got down on one knee and proposed to me!!! I was seriously about to die, everything was SO perfect & fairy tale like. But, I said yes of course, BUT we aren't going to seal the deal until after I graduate college. it was the perfect night!!!:) &
the best birthday/valentines day EVER!
thanks to all my amazing friends & my perfect boyfriend, I love you guys SO much.
Lyss- I missed you so much honey, ilu!!!! ♥
Posted on 2006.01.29 at 15:02
Time starting: 3:03 P.M.
1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?
--start the water, take off my makeup & then get in
2.) Do you read the labels on your shampoo bottle?
-- yea, gotta know that kinda stuff.
3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essence commercial?
-- lmao, depends on whose in there with me ;o]
4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
-- yes :o]
5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
-- yes, who hasnt?
6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
-- cant say that i have, no.
7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
-- i'm sure i have, but nowadays i use liquid soap
8.) How old do you look?
-- my age?
9.) How old do you act?
10.) What's the last song you sang?
-- oh god forbid i sing.
11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
-- not recently.
12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
-- the weekends almost over. but tonight, movies & dinner
13.) Do you kiss with your eyes opened or closed?
14.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
-- hahaha yes!
15.) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
-- once opon a time, yes.
16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
-- the captian!
17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
-- as a joke.
18.) Have you ever been called a slut?
-- unfotunatly, yes.
19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
20). Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive?
-- yea, i think its sexy!
21). Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
-- well, kind of. fphs soccer,volleyball,basketball. :)
22). Have you ever finished off the popcorn?
-- i'm a fucking pig, duh.
23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
-- lmao, probably a few. but they're dumb so w/e.
25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
-- friends. i dont dislike anybody.
26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
27.) Can you fix your own car?
-- I CANNN :)
28.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
-- yea, in a nice way
29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
-- are you kidding? Kristin is a genuis.
30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
31.) Have you ever been to jail?
32.) Should you have?
33) Do you like the smell of beer?
-- the smell, yes. taste, not so much.
34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
35.) Have you ever given to charity?
-- story of my life
36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
-- no, thats sick!
37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
-- sometimes, but i hide it.
38.) Do you live with your parents?
-- :(! no.
39.) Do you have plans for your future?
-- i sure do!
X MARKS THE SPOT
 short, under 5'4
[x] 5'4 -5'6"
 5' 6.5''
 5'7" - 6'0
 tall 6'1 and up
 dark brown
 silver/gray- eyed
 they change colors
 short hair
[x] medium hair
 long hair
Your favorite color(s) are?
[X] hot pink
[x] lime green
 don't really care
 I don't believe in favorite colors
Some things you've done?
[X] ice skating
 water skiing
[X] horseback riding
[x] body/surfing and skim/wake boarding
 street hockey
 martial arts
 baton twirling
Your personality is sometimes...
[X] laid back
music you cant stand listening to?
[x] classic rock
The pets you have had?
[x] hermit crab
 guinea pig
Clothing Brands you like?
[X] American Eagle
[X] Abercrombie & Fitch.
 Wet Seal
[X] Forever 21
 Pac Sun
 Banana Republic
 Anchor Blue
 Salvation army/Goodwill
 old navy
 only name brand
[X] Victorias secret
 whatever is at the thrift store
 Eddie Bauer
 Hot Topic
[x] if I like it, I'll wear it no matter what it is
 Jack purcells
 K Swiss
[x] Steve Madden
[X] if i like something a lot ill buy it
[X] New Balance
[X] I'm afraid of the quiet
[X] I am really ticklish
[X] I'm afraid of the dark
 I've collected comic books
[X] I shut out others out when I'm sad
 I open up to others easily
 I read the newspaper comics
[X] I love Disney movies
[x]I am a sucker for eyes
[X] I don't kill bugs
 I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I bake well
 I have worn pajamas to class
I love Martha Stewart
 I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
 I am self-conscious
[X] I love to laugh
[x] I drink alcohol on a regular basis
 I smoke cigarettes
[X] I can't swallow pills
[X] bite my nails
 I play computer games when I'm bored
[x]Gotten lost in the city
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[X] Made out in an elevator
[x] Been skydiving
 Been bungee jumping
[X] Bitten someone
 Dressed up like the opposite sex
[x] egged a house/car
[x]Smashed into a car
[x] Been fired
[x] Been skinny dipping
Have you ever...
[X] danced in the rain
[x] Seen a shooting star
 proposed to anyone
[x] Gotten stitches
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[X] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Been on a cruise ship
 Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been on a Plane by yourself
[X] had surgery
 seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[X] been on stage
[X] peed somewhere other than a toilet
 gotten a black eye
[X] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[x] watched an entire baseball game
Do you like...
[X] old movies
[X] blasting music in your car
[X] foreign foods
[X] Christmas time
THREE'S OF EVERY KIND
Three Names You Go By Other Than Your Real Name
1.penis. thanks to Jenny poo:)
2.Bear. thanks for chaddd.
3.skank. i loooove lyssa's sweet pet-names!!!
Three Parts of Your Heritage
Three Things That Scare You
3.loosing important people.
Three of Your Everyday Essentials
1.burts bee's lip balm.
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
2.fphs cheer hoodie
Three Things You Want in a Relationship
1.i really am the nicest person you'll ever meet
2.its true, i do dance 24/7
3.i believe love makes the world go round'
Three Things that Appeal to You In a Guy/Girl
Three of Your Favorite Hobbies
Three Things You Want Really Badly
2.lyssa to come home
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation
Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
Three Things You Are Thinking About Now
2.the movie i'm watching
3.why i'm doing this stupid thing
Three Reasons you're doing this survey
2.i have no life
3.waste some time
End time: 3:46pm
Posted on 2006.01.28 at 16:04
God. seriously, i have absolutly nothing to talk about. All I've done recently is work, dance, cheer & fuck. thats really it. no school on monday & i'm not working, so i'm looking forward to that. I'm totally hung over from last night & really fucking tired from working every day of my life.
btw- i have work in half an hour. yepp, till close. @ h&m. come visit me & bring me medicine to make my damn hangover go away!
btw, Stephen is the most wonderful boyfriend ever♥:)
Posted on 2006.01.22 at 17:04
MUSIC: too beautiful for words-xtina
This weekend has been crazy!
Friday night all the seniors came over & we had a little party. it was crazy, people everywhere, alochol everywhere, people throwing up. god, i love weekends!
Saturday was kind of rough, of course. I had to clean up the HUGE mess that the class of 06' made & then i had a major hangover :(, which was not fun @ all. Then i had work @ like 5:30, which was fine b/c at that time my hangover was like, done. work was alright, we were really buisy though b/c it was saturday, so that wasnt fun. Stephen & Jeff came to visit me while I was working. hahaha!
Today has been kind of slow. I had cheer practice @ like 8:30am which sucked b/c i was half asleep. I got home at like 11 & i worked out some more, then took a shower. Then Stephen came over so we could study for our astronomy exam which is on wednesday. we havent gotten any studying done yet though. but, he's here all night so we'll get the studying done. probably @ 10 b/c of DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES.
oooh, & friday i also had an interview @ polo aka- ralph lauren. I GOT THE JOB. so i'm going to work two jobs. I'm thinkin' i'll work more hours @ polo b/c it pays better & its just a better place to work in general. lol.
Posted on 2006.01.20 at 15:09
MUSIC: summer lovin!
Winter can suck it.
b/c today is beautiful out. 60 DEGREES BITCHES, go outside & playyy:)
703 is where it's at!